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April
January 11, 2013
I used to have this whimsical life. I had a safety net below me and everything sparkled all the time. Everything was mint and gold. The sun shined and the air was crisp and just whispered fresh. The ground was muddy in the morning but was solid by the evening. I was spinning out…Continue Reading... -
It looks better from far away.
July 12, 2012
1. I want to get hammered. 2. I want to flirt with a guy I shouldn't. 3. I have a specific one in mind that I haven't already gotten bored with. 4. I turned him down tonight when he offered to make this exact situation happen. Does this mean I'm finally learning from my…Continue Reading... -
How to develop an impossible crush.
June 18, 2012
It's like the premise of an incredibly cheesy chick lit. I get a new boss and I can't stand him at first. He's good looking and cocky. He's a know it all that reminds people that they're replaceable. It's infuriating. Then something tragic happens and we have to spend a lot of time working togeth...Continue Reading... -
Park
June 2, 2012
I feel sad that my standards have sunk so much lower than they were when I was first figuring out what being an adult meant. Apparently something I consider to be a deal-breaker can eventually downgrade to something I will live with, no matter if its incredibly painful to put up with.  ...Continue Reading... -
Miyazaki
January 3, 2012
"Have I ever told you why I like those movies? The plot always seems to revolve around a boy who doesn't know what he's doing but just keeps trying to make things right. And the hero is always a girl who is somehow magical. That's how I feel about us." After 9 years I'm…Continue Reading... -
Waves.
November 7, 2011
It turns out it wont be a sparkly ending of constant insane happiness when you find it. Its an undulation of extreme highs and lows that eventually level out into a medium line of a consistant satisfaction that some find boring. There's no ache or want in having every need met. There's no excitem...Continue Reading... -
Cue ball in hand…
August 14, 2010
Wake up. Tell me you can't sleep. Vaguely allude to us naked on that pooltable again. I want my list of regrets to be slightly longer before I go home. STROKE. The movement of the cue as a shot is executed. SCRATCH. The cue ball is going into a pocket on…Continue Reading...
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