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• 09/26/2010

  September 25, 2010

   Life might start looking up again. Can't wait to see how this all turns out.....

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• I’m such an old lady

  March 11, 2010

  and 28 isn't even old. Isn't it like the new 18 or something? I moved to NY 4 years ago and I don't even know the person I was then. Whoever she was she was funny and exciting and gangsta and just F-A-B. I could party all night, drink all night and still function the…

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• 01/28/2010

  January 27, 2010

  Wow. Its been a loooooong time. My laptop is currently broken. Ahhh my beautiful Sony that a complete stranger bought me out of the kindness of her heart, yeah its broken. Im sure its a virus. i could get it fixed but I really want to get an Apple. For so long I didnt want…

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• day 24

  August 30, 2009

  Its been 24 days. Wow!   but what is even crazier is that the X has returned after soooo many years. He was the beat of my heart so long ago...and now he is back. with those same feeling from once when. my head is spinning, and i havent the clue what to do.

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• Day 12

  August 19, 2009

  Today was certainly a crazy day. It started off horribly but lets not even get into that. So R. IMed me lastnight talking about he was looking at the stars. But I ingnored him. And this morning he had emailed me. Seems he was reading over an old email I had sent him years ago.…

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• day 8

  August 16, 2009

  Its hard to look at the few starts that are persistant enough to shine through New York's grey sky. They are my favorite thing in the world, but now when I look at them i think of all the wishes that didnt come true. and I think of you. us. sitting on the rear of…

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• Day 6

  August 14, 2009

   TODAY WAS A BREEZE :)

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• Day 5

  August 13, 2009

   AMAZING GRACE TRUST ME I AM NOT THAT STRONG. I FEEL LIKE IM BREAKING DOWN & WHEN I EXPLODE...IT WONT BE PRERRY!

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• Day 4

  August 11, 2009

  Today was a hard day. I kept wanting to text him. Just to say hey, just for something to spark inside of me and feel alive again. But then I remembered it has only been 4 days and thats way too soon to break down and give in. And so I was Ms. Pissy today and…

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