Recent Entries

• Still Breathing

  April 10, 2013

  I'm sitting here in my Employment Discrimination class, wondering where the years have gone.  It's 8:50 p.m. and my feet throb from the 14 hours I've been wearing these heels; still not done.  I've worked all day at my externship, and now here I am.  These 17 hour days grow tiresom...

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• Downhill

  April 16, 2012

  I had a dream last night that I was in an important job interview with Donald Trump.  Everything was going well, we were out to lunch together and he was conducting the interview as normal.  Until I realized I was not wearing any pants.  My pants were on the floor underneath my cha...

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• Steamy

  March 19, 2012

   A couple of entries back I wrote about how I had been on a few dates with a new guy, Levi.  We talked and dated for about a month and then we slept together.  After that it became clear that he only wanted to see me on a sexual basis so I ended it.  Or…

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• Goodbye, love.

  March 12, 2012

   In a twist of irony, shortly after I saved and posted my last entry on Valentine's Day, I got a phone call from my brother telling me that Grandma was in the hospital, her organs were shutting down, and I needed to get there immediately to say goodbye. I arrived on the scene to find…

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• Hope Floats

  February 13, 2012

  I am feeling so good, lately.   My heart, although battered, is full.  I am alone, but not lonesome.  Things are static, but not boring.  I wake up anxious to see what my day will bring me, instead of wishing I didn't have to get out of bed.  When night falls, I am happy ...

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• Mercury is in Retrograde

  November 29, 2011

   and I'm a crazy fucking bitch. Yes, I choose to blame my possible hormonal imbalance or bipolar disorder on the stars.  I've been a fucking mess lately.  I know it probably has to do with the seasons changing and the fact that I'm getting my period in a few days, but I've been a w...

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• MESS of a Saturday Night

  November 20, 2011

  I had a hot and sexy date with Levi last week.  We went out in the city for dinner and drinks and went back to his apartment.  One thing led to the other and we had a steamy make-out sesh that may have gone a little bit too far for a second date lol...I haven't…

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• Besos

  November 8, 2011

   Only time for bullets today. I had a date with boy named Levi last week.  He's a Harvard Grad, working at Morgan Stanley on the trading floor.  He's really good on paper--unfortunately those 'good on paper' guys also seem to be the 'so boring I want to stab my eye out with this fo...

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• NBD

  October 18, 2011

   I had a dream about Kevin last night...I woke up angry.  Go figure.  I really hate that I feel so much happier these days than I did while I was with him, and yet he still invades my sub/unconscious.  We ended in such a weird and open ended way I think it still nags at…

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