Recent Entries

• OMG! I totally forgot about my journal!

  August 2, 2010

  Wow! I've not been on here forever! Hah! Talk about forgetting and misplacing things! I've been well, I suppose. After slipping down into a massive depression involving bodily harm towards myself, I've clawed my way towards the light and I feel far better for it. I do! Mostly, my drinking is...

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• Where have I been?!?!?

  March 17, 2009

  Getting my life in order! I've gotten my temporary license... and I know the woman who's going to do my driver's exam. Already talking to the dealer to get my car, much to Dad's dissapointment it's British, not GM. But as I contend, at least it's not a Honda. Since I have no Significant Other,&he...

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• Joe was not the man I believed he was…

  November 30, 2008

  I am so drunk and angry right now, and quite frankly, I don't care! I just found out that Joe had cheated on me... with Nathan's girl, Emily. He used me, and used Nathan, to get ahold of Emily. I thought it was funny she showed up at the dig this summer. I was very…

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• I donated my hair!! *is excited*

  November 23, 2008

   I chopped my hair off. All of it, pretty much. *cannot stop giggling*  It's called a swing bob, and it's longer in the front than the back... It's damned cute!! Higher than my shoulders, and totally totally not in my typical behavoir... but I needed it. I feel so absolutely proud ...

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• Yay for me!

  October 29, 2008

  I'm proud of myself. I've gone almost a week without writing the jerk-face. I found out he turned his phone off last week and I had a suicidal meltdown. Finally ended up calling a friend in Florida and he stayed up with me in my hyserical sobbing panic-attacked self... It wasn't pretty, and there...

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• Well… I’m offically a NutJob

  October 20, 2008

  And for the record, I don't think the word 'nutjob' is bad. I find it rather giggalable because I've been called that for years by my family, and now have an offical excuse. ANYWAY - I broke down and went back to the doctor yesterday because Mom was whining about being sick. *sighs* When does&hel...

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• I’m so stupid I ended up in the ER

  October 15, 2008

  Is it wrong to want him back in my arms? Is it wrong to want to sleep with him on last time so I can get the bad taste of the last THREE times I tried to have sex with him? Is it wrong of me that I would simply enjoy being a BFWB with…

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• I’m so tired… tired of it all…

  October 9, 2008

  I hate this... I hope he's happy he dropped me into my own personal layer of hell... A layer where people search through my phone and I get screamed at for crying and hurting... and they're so mad that I'm upset. I hate that I'm told he's not worth it, that he's every swear word…

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• Some words of wisdom

  October 8, 2008

        Things happen and people forget that you're standing beside them cheering them on... they ignore the fact that they're walking right beside you. While you, you walk in love and adoration... and accept their silence as easily as you accepted giving them your heart Bu...

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