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• Number 1200 – My Last Entry

  January 26, 2014

  I started this diary back in May of 2003.  May 10th, unless I'm mistaken.  I really should have looked at that, since I just downloaded my entire diary.  Oh, well.  Almost eleven years, I've written on this site.  Its seen some really messed up times in my life.  Low...

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• Celebrating 31 Like I Was 21!!!

  July 16, 2013

  Yesterday was my 31st birthday.  I never did anything big when I turned 21.  I actually truly do not even remember that birthday.  It was 2003, and I was pretty much separated from everyone I knew because of the issues I had with Dan, so even if I wanted to do a party, there really...

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• Why I Love Watching Emily

  June 18, 2013

  I never thought about friends of mine having kids when I was younger.  You know, it was just such a strange thing.  But then, when I was 18 and Dolly was 17, she got pregnant with Bobby, and through the years, I know of other people I've gone to school with who've had kids, gotten…

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• Another Old Survey

  June 16, 2013

  Name 3 of your best GUY friends if you're a girl and 8 if you're a guy (not including yourself if you're a guy): Kevin, Mike, and Conor. Name 8 of your best girlfriends if you're a girl and 3 if you're a boy (not including yourself if you're a girl): (I don't know enough…

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• Revelations

  June 13, 2013

  1.  It's better to have a friend not only willing to, but who actually requests standing in the rain to talk, rather than someone who only ever argues. 2.  It's better to talk out what you're feeling rather than make premature assumptions about someone's character and then have the nerv...

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• Open Diary History Survey

  June 9, 2013

  1 How long have you been a member of Open Diary? God . . .  Ten years now. 2 How old were you when you began your Diary? It was 2003, in May, so I was twenty. 3 Have you had more than one diary hosted on Open Diary? Yep. 4 What's the story behind…

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• Ponderings

  May 30, 2013

  I'm turning 31 on July 16th this year.  My mom wanted me to do a big party last year, and I was kind of willing.  I thought it'd be pretty cool, doing a BBQ, having a bunch of people there.  I invited about forty people through the Event set up on Facebook, but only about…

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• Upsetting News/Good Things

  May 18, 2013

  I actually got off at a good time tonight, and I came home to watch TV and work on my writing.  When my parents came home, my mom said to me that she wasn't sure she should tell me this, but while she was at the Freehold Mall with someone from church, she thought she…

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• Old Survey From Melanie’s Diary

  April 16, 2013

  ~YOURSELF~ What does your name mean? Pure How old are you? 30 How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?)? Lol, it depends on the day, who I'm with, how I'm feeling...  Usually, anywhere between 19 and 30. Describe yourself in 5 words: Insecure, happy, spazzy, laughing, and damaged. Wha...

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