Many thoughts roam throughout my mind. This is my escape, I don’t know how long I’ll be here but just know I’m trying.

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Crush

January 10, 2023
I think I like someone, but I know he won't like me back.  After all, an age gap of 2 years can be seen as weird in high school lol.  It just hurts.  Why do I have to have so much wrong with me?  I'll get better if that's what it takes for him to…
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