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Cinema

November 23, 2018
I have this stupid thought that's stopping me from being happy. All the happy people are off, being happy and positive and bubbly and strong in their inner worlds. And they leave all the unhappy people behind. The unhappy people are there, watching them like they're in a movie theater. And they d...
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