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The Challenge

May 4, 2025
I hate the days that I don't get to see you specially this month. I'm mentally ready but my body is holding me back. Probably because I gave importance to the first 2 weeks of May every year for the past 16 years that it feels like a muscle memory. First time I saw you…
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