Recent Entries

• Trying to be normal

  August 18, 2018

  The last few weeks have been so hard. Being weened off venofaxine and back onto citalopram have caused a few issues such as headaches and sickness and stuff. I have felt very mixed up with memories and emotions mixing up inside of me. So many people wanting to hang out and not feeling like I…

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• An eventful weekend

  August 8, 2018

  So I went out at the weekend despite not having any money. I'm really glad I did though because I met a great new bunch of people. My friend Dan dragged me out so I expected that his friends would be the same age as him however I found out that they were only 20/21…

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• People are cruel

  August 7, 2018

  So today I finally found out what has been going down at work. Some twat of a temp who has recently stroled in decided to try and turn the office against me and accuse me of sending him indecent messages all in an attempt to get my job. Well karma is a bitch and he…

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• I’m done

  August 2, 2018

  Done with head fuck boy. I've just decided he's an attention seeking twat tbh. I think he just wakes up some days and thinks hey I really wish I had someone to love me, oh I know ill mess with my exs head and make her believe I want her then treat her like shit…

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• Best friends

  August 1, 2018

  Why is it that I can't seem to have guy friends that are just friends. I have known this guy for absolutely years and he's always liked me, even has a gf yet he seems to want me. I think he thinks if we hang out enough that I will fall madly in love with…

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• Men are confusing

  July 31, 2018

  So I may have sort of starting talking to my ex again in the hope that we could be friends. Things were fine to start off with until he decided to kiss me one day when we hung out. I don't really understand where it came from. Since then I've still been having out with…

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• Another monday

  July 30, 2018

  Woke up in a slightly better mood today. Been trying to take long deep breaths. So glad it's finally cooling down can't stand being too warm. Work went quite quickly for a change even with me thinking about the cbt appointment all day. Was annoying I had to drive to Wolverhampton for it but I&hel...

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• Drained

  July 29, 2018

  I woke up this morning feeling content just to be in bed. I was quite happy to lie there and never leave. I knew that I could not however lie in bed all day. I needed to get up, to move, to find a purpose for the day. They say having routine will help, small…

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