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My daughter Vanessa

January 6, 2021
I told you I would come back and tell you about my daughter Vanessa. She is my second oldest daughter.  If you read my past entries from long ago, you will know that Vanessa and I had a very special bond; different then with my other children.  I didn't love her more, but we were…
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  • I have been gone
    January 1, 2021
    I have been gone way too long.  When open diary closed indefinitely it broke me to the core.  It sent me into a depression so deep you would think I had lost a child, or parent or other loved one.  So much happened right after the closure of open diary, and even still the world…
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  • Suicide – but slow and painful
    January 29, 2014
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    January 29, 2014
    No way of saving entries, no transferring to another diary, nothing compares to what I have had here for the last nine years, even with it running slow, sometimes not at all, you were home.  I was always loyal and devoted to this site.  I always came back.  I have bookmarks from fr...
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  • Please DON’T say goodbye OpenDiary
    January 28, 2014
    No way of saving entries, no transferring to another diary, nothing compares to what I have had here for the last nine years, even with it running slow, sometimes not at all, you were home.  I was always loyal and devoted to this site.  I always came back.  I have bookmarks from fr...
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  • 01/27/2014
    January 26, 2014
    I don't like this at all.  I am numb, shocked, confused.  A time when I need support most, and was really considering coming back to write.  Now, it is over.  Gone, just like that.  My e-mail is k.tolleson@aol.com.  You can find me on facebook by typing in my e-mail....
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  • Happenings
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    My daughter Whitney turned 18 August 28th.  She went for a job interview, not just any interview, but an interview for Cabela's where I work yesterday.  She of course, rocked her interview and got hired.  They did a drug test, when it comes back negative they will call her in to st...
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  • Why another?
    September 16, 2013
    There is not another diary that will ever be the same as this one.  I don't care how many times it goes down, or how slow it may be, or how many entries I have to rewrite, because it didn't save.  I have been writing here since January 1st of 2006.  Maybe they aren't perfect, ...
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  • Work
    September 15, 2013
    I get up, go to work, open with Cabela's, close with Cabela's.  Come home eat, sleep, dream of Cabela's.  I can't turn it off.  I can't get any rest.  I can't focus on my children, or my life.  My life is Cabela's.  I work in the Deli when they need me, I f...
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