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• connie

  September 22, 2002

  As I hold your hand in mineWatching sleep slowly overtake youI know deep inside that you’ll be just fineBut I wish there was something I could doI hate to see you in such painTelling me, that you can do itTears streaming down your face like rainAnd the hurt that fills your eyesYou try to hide&hel...

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• following him

  September 17, 2002

  Waking in the darkWith the aura of nightmares all aroundSoaked to the skinIn salty sweat and tearsMonsters of your fancyNo longer surrounding youNervously you light your cigaretteInhaling deeply to send away the painSmoke begins to unfold your shaking bodyReleasing a rage that lay dormant insideC...

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• sometimes

  September 17, 2002

  Sometimes I close my eyesAnd all I see is your faceBurning brightly in the shadows of the nightSometimes I lie awakeAching for your sweet touchMissing your strong embraceSometimes I fall asleepOnly to awakenWith your tender name on my lipsSometimes I stare at your picture for hoursDreaming it was...

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• my pain

  September 17, 2002

  Trying so hard Can’t let you see my painThis hurt that I harbor deep in my soulTears are not an optionHolding inside a flood of emotionStaring into your unfeeling eyesThe brightest blue I’ve ever seenReflects back to me What I can’t bear to seeYou don’t care for meYou probably never didI can sens...

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• gone

  September 16, 2002

  Hair gently falls onto her faceTenderly brushed awayBy long, graceful handsHer face is naught But an everlasting dreamAnd her exquuisite formRemains only in a quivering presenseEbony curls will never againTumble upon sweet ivory skinEvery dark tendril is forever capturedPeacefully laying on her f...

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• Innocence

  September 16, 2002

  I thought I loved youShallow as I wasDesperate with my infatuationI hugged your image at nightI thought I wanted youRadiant in my superficial dreamUnable to comprehendLack of passion in my soulI wanted to love youTangled so tight in my liesReluctantly severing my gaze from yoursYour gentle eyes a...

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• Empty

  September 15, 2002

  Weaving through the darknessWith shadows of doubt all aroundHolding tightly to my precious bottle of whiskeyI search for my lost love of yesterdayThe wind whispers through the trees And blows my hair onto my faceLooking for dreams that are far goneAching inside with a hurt I can’t misplaceSmoke d...

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• Fading

  September 15, 2002

  Full of talent, love, and lifeYet you waste awayLocked in your despairTrapped in a web of deceptionThat you can’t escape fromI can’t bear to watch youThrow everything awayYou’re so proud and arrogant in your assumptionsToo stuck in your waysTo accept the outstretched handReaching into your nightm...

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• Haunting

  September 15, 2002

  Sometimes in the middle of the nightI wake screaming your nameHurt and tangled in my nightmareA web of deception, captivating me with my painSobs break through the dark’s silenceEscape slowly into the moonlight’s shadowsTrying to hide this terrible hurtBeneath a pretty maskCan’t let you see the t...

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