Recent Entries

• A simple “yes” will suffice

  November 15, 2024

  What is it, Vickie?   What is it that you really want?   Because you sent me a one paragraph text asking me how I am and if my “spirit" is intact. You told me you " worry a lot” and "a simple yes will suffice”. I didn't have to respond but I did, because…

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• Looking good is the best revenge…

  November 14, 2024

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• Did Pinocchio have a sister?

  September 25, 2024

  I have lain awake in bed now for several nights replaying words in my head.   I laid there until my disgust and anger and indignant pride made me get up and fire off an email to the woman I just blocked.   Because I needed to know.   I needed to know why she…

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• Dirty little secrets

  September 13, 2024

  I'm pissed.    Pissed because nobody gives a shit if I hurt, and that's why it's ok to interrupt my healing.   The healing that I always hope is done and over.    The healing I always feel I have accomplished.   Until she contacts me and I am hit with the sick realization that...

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• And now back to our regular programming

  September 13, 2024

  Yeah, Roger obviously has zero control over his relationship with Vickie, Vicki, however the fuck she spells her name. Idgaf.   But I DO give a fuck that she thinks it's perfectly okay to drop me a line to ease her mind about Roger's whereabouts. Yeah, that shit won't be happening anymore. &...

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• Frenemy

  September 12, 2024

  noun: frenemy; plural noun: frenemies a person with whom one is friendly despite a fundamental dislike or rivalry.   Woke up to a 4 a.m. text from Vicki. She and Roger have now been together for years and I guess my number is the one she calls when she suspects him of cheating, OR…it's the&h...

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• Even after everything that happened….

  September 8, 2024

  I just can't do it.

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• A new day will dawn.

  June 21, 2024

  I wish I could say that I didn't have bad days anymore.   But I woke up wondering.   Wondering what day Roger got out of bed and decided to stop loving me and talking to me and having me as a part of his life. Wondering why. But mostly, wondering how.   J would…

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• Bella vita

  June 2, 2024

  Yesterday, my baby took me on a day trip on the back of his Ryker.   I love the sun on my face and the wind whipping my hair around. I love to see the rolling green fields and the houses and yards, and the people out walking and enjoying the outdoors as we speed…

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