Recent Entries

• In the dark

  November 20, 2013

  It was not you, but me. I put myself here. The dark is heavy. It steals my breath. It steals my life. I know there is light, I have basked in it. I know there is life, I have lived it. My soul longs to be free. Return me to my happiness! But I am…

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• In the now

  August 2, 2013

  I fear you. Every moment I spend with you is a moment full of feeling. Previously I could hold all emotion in reserve. Hold it till later. Examine it sometime.  Write about it then. But you make me feel it now.  The love is fresh. The rush is current. Uninhibited by logic and time I&hel...

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• Glimmer.

  July 2, 2013

  Do you see it? You didn't just take my body.  Along with it comes my mind and soul. In every way you have made me yours.   This time. Somehow. It is different. Because I don't see an end. I just see you.  

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• Slip

  June 22, 2013

  Tonight I almost watched myself slip. The drinks were poured. The girls were ready. I did not stop me. It was you. I close my eyes and think of you.  Your eyes. Your smile. And there is no need to resist, because there is no temptation. That life has nothing for me. In my mind...

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• High

  June 20, 2013

  The worst part about being high on you is knowing that I have to come down. What if you are the best thing?  What if you are the life I have been waiting for? Its humbling to know your not mine, and may never be. I need to let you go. Haven't I mastered this?…

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• Everything I never saw

  June 18, 2013

  How could it be better?   Because of course I love you. And maybe I will be in love with you. But most certainly I am inspired by you,     No matter the outcome of our relationship I will forever be better for having known you. You opened my eyes to everything I never…

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• The ice man cometh

  June 17, 2013

  It shouldn't be possible. I pull in friends and family, begging them to give me a reason to stay. Covered, surrounded, enveloped in love... Still I find myself here.  The pull of death is so strong. Soon.  

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• Betting on souls

  June 10, 2013

  Sometimes your eyes give me life. And frequently your soft kisses make me forget. Always your body pressed against mine makes logic flee. And usually I wish things were different.

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• Reach out

  June 6, 2013

  I didn't want to see you. Because all I wanted was to reach out and touch you. Hold you. Love you. Make you mine. I didn't want to see you. Because I miss you.  

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