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• Dark and painful

  December 26, 2024

  Well one holiday behind me, but the next one is just a new year.  I get full of hopes and dreams of a better year.  However, each year comes with all these obstacles.😐 Anyway I slept majority of today a way, when I was awake I felt all these stabs of pain from physical and…

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• I hate feeling so depressed

  December 5, 2024

  i HATE feeling so DEPRESSED, but honestly there isn't much to help me from the down spiral.  I take that back, my relationship with GOD has grown. However, we are stuck in a world of greedy, selfish, smug people who could give a crap about anyone outside their circle. Worst thing is feeling kind ...

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• So lonely

  November 29, 2024

  I am really sick so it has increased my loneliness. I can only relate the feeling I have back to when I was a child and my stepdad would lick me under the sink in space generally you'd put cleaning supplies.   Back then I thought he was my dad, but as a teen found out…

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• Starting a new way

  November 28, 2024

  Well to begin with I have been trying to break away from being co-dependent.  It's strange because as a younger person I felt so alone, and relied on myself.  Now I have one person who is my best friend that I feel so lost when she's away for one thing or another. I have issues…

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