Recent Entries

• One Day at a Time

  March 15, 2011

    Joe is still in Florida after the services for his brother that passed away, he got an extension from the Army to stay a few more days. He is leaving out tomorrow. We havent really talked, after all that happend with us I decided to just leave him alone. His sister, one of my…

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• Gone

  March 8, 2011

    Well, you know, I always fall in love with the wrong person dont I? He decided it was an impossible situation and decided that we are to be friends and friends only. Saw him on leave last week...went to FLA and spent some time with him. He really hasnt turned out to be a…

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• Finally

  December 8, 2010

  I am going to see my therapist, Dr. C. It's been awhile since I've seen him. During my stepford wife time period I was ok for the most part. I was recovering from all that crap. Kept my life uncomplicated I guess. Atleast it felt that way but there was an undercurrent always flowing. Then…

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• Please No

  December 4, 2010

  I want to freeze time, then he wont leave for war. Atleast that's what I tell my fragile mind. Since I dont believe in god, my prayer will never be answered.    

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• Yes

  December 2, 2010

  ....There is this guy. I met him when I was living in Orlando, back in 1988 or somewhere around that time. I was going to college and working at Friendly's Ice Cream full time. I was dating John, my husband that I have now, but he was at university an hour and a half away. John was...

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• So there’s this guy…..

  November 27, 2010

          But then again, there always is, isnt there?

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• Hi

  November 23, 2010

  Hi. Remember me? Maybe yes, maybe no. Obviously Ive been gone for what seems like an eternity and I think Im ready to come back. Will you stay, talk to me? The last time I wrote it was the last day before we moved into our new house. I dont know what derailed me from…

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• Where Have You Been?

  November 23, 2010

    One of you asked me this not too long ago. Where have I been. How do you sum up almost a year and a half? Im there, Im here, Im everywhere and no where at the same time. Life, to say the least was real interesting there for awhile. Moving to our new house meant…

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• Last Night

  June 25, 2009

  This is our last night in our old house :) Today, almost ALL day, we moved a million boxes to the new house! In the morning at 9am the moving truck is coming to move the heavy furniture and we should be sleeping there tomorrow night. We've lived in this house almost 10 years and I'll…

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