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• PCP hunting

  July 8, 2021

  Its hard to find a PCP when you are on disability. Mostly the doctors that I have seen lately are from clinics and thats not what I would like to have. At this point I really do not have a choice.  The doctor I went to yesterday all he did was ask me questions from…

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• Rainy – Madea (Let Them Go)

  June 15, 2021

  eyH (my laptop just made me type that?) I dont understand the laptop sometimes. Anyways its been rainy this week. My moods been ok. Ive been listening to Madeas, if they want to leave, let them go video. Its so straight to the point. Doing better today but hopefully that Ill be able to go…

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• Might as well post.

  June 14, 2021

  I am trying to forgive myself for allowing him to hurt me over and over for four years. Ive finally had enough. I did everything for him and he was never appreciative of it. He got one of him stimulus checks finally and after spending over 20 grand on him, he only gives me 200.…

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• Monday rollover.

  June 7, 2021

  Another week. I'm going out with his roommate to her doctor appointments today. We usually hang out together like that. We're always together. If I wasnt with him, I was with her. Now, I'm just home or with her. The first week was better than I thought. It had its rough moments. I even tried…

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• sims 3 photos #2

  June 5, 2021

  These are just random shots of zombies from Sims 3 and other creatures. The Grim Reaper is my favorite by far lolol ^ Not sure I think the first shot was from a vampire collection and I had a make up download that turned the eyes white or something I cant remember.

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• Sims 3 photos

  June 5, 2021

  The many different hair and make up clothes and objects just wasnt enough for our Simming community. The had to do poses which bout killed me with this one. This was one of my favorite Sims I made back in the day. More to come :) I miss them so much. Then I wanted to…

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• Some Sims 3 pictures

  June 4, 2021

  I literally just found these and I know I got more somewhere. I am going to save up to get an external drive so I can play again. I really miss it. And of course a virus scanner. Sims are so much fun for me. I miss it. More to come. Edited to add: These…

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• Been a rough week

  June 4, 2021

  Since he kicked me out. Yes I do mean what I said. He kicked me out on Memorial day of his house and I went home at 8am. No one in my house knows what really happened just that we broke up. There is two people that really know that happen but they wont say…

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• Don’t know what to think or do

  June 2, 2021

  I saw him today. I had to get my stuff. I got it and he called me simple minded and said something else and I left. He tried calling me after wards but I didn't answer I left the phone in the car when we went food shopping.  He must of left after that BC…

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