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• The last month or so

  April 20, 2013

  Three weeks ago I ran my first half marathon (13.1 miles). I started training for it about 12 weeks before the race date. I was rather happy with my race time of 1hour 58 minutes because I really wanted to get under 2 hours. That is roughly equal to a 9min mile pace. I have…

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• Tired of being of tired

  December 7, 2012

   Im really tired of being tired   Been rather jealous of every who does not have ADD/ADHD lately.          I feel like I need cry or something but I cant.  

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• Its 4:00 AM

  July 14, 2012

  Its 4:00AM and I cant fall asleep right now. Sorry about not updating sooner, I forgot to write about my super awesome trip to Coachella. My friend E got us free vip tickets, free taxi to the bus and back, free bus pass to Coachella from the hotel, a lot of free food, $200 credit t...

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• May 1st

  April 30, 2012

  Sorry about not updating sooner.   My grandmother was buried in Arlington National Cemetery because that is where her husband was buried. He was a pilot in the Navy during WW2, the Korean War and Vietnam. I dont have much information on what he exactly did during his service other than he fl...

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• My grandma died :(

  March 21, 2012

   My grandma died today :(     I feel a heavy weight in my chest after learning this today.   I don't really want to dwell on sadness right now so i'll talk about her another time.      

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• Random thoghts

  March 6, 2012

  I went to a minor league hockey game tonight for 9 bucks.  It was fun. I set up an additional savings account to put aside 300 bucks each pay check, I will have 6,000 in the bank to go towards a new car by the end of 2012, I am happy with that because my…

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• –<>–

  February 17, 2012

   After tonight and thinking about everything, nothing shiny and like you thought it might be,   Its 5.27 am as am writing this and I am supposed to be in the office before 7:45 this morning.      I am scared little dumbass.      I am tired of myself,  ...

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• Peaceful dream

  February 6, 2012

  Last night I had a dream where I came over to my ex and held her and she fell asleep on my chest, It just felt so peaceful I could just rest and hold someone, someone like that.     I feel kind of stupid admitting that I had a dream of my ex like…

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• Dark Eyes

  January 25, 2012

  I like this "song"  it makes me think about the exploring the depths of space, taking the the scope and beauty.   Lost on the wonder of it all. http://youtu.be/XfF6WttV_gI Well today I had to wake up an hour early to go to a job fair for work, it was at a college-ish...

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