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• 3:44 p.m.

  May 1, 2001

  On 4/30 (sunday), I went out with Joann for a little while. She had just gotten back from France. We were talking about how she wanted to break up with Rob. Other than that, I was home all day, mainly talking to Kim on the phone.4/31 (monday), I found out that Kim does have mono,…

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• 12:32 a.m.

  April 28, 2001

  I went to Michelle's house today. We couldn't stay so we walked here. We got really, really close. It got really passionate. Damn. We went out with Eric and smoked at greenway when walking Michelle home. After I smoked, things between me and Michelle felt weird. I can't explain it but for some re...

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• 2:00 a.m.

  April 27, 2001

  I don't even know anymore. What am I doing? What is anyone doing?Rob- Me, minus one year to the day. Holds back, holds things inside. Jokes around about his low self esteem, like me. Gets confused when it comes to relationships, like me. Has a great mind but needs to stop being so fu*king stubbor...

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• 12:05 a.m.

  April 26, 2001

  I got back from the shore about five hours ago. It wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. Whatever. I listened to the rest of digimortal. It's fu*king awesome. The song "Invisible wounds(dark bodies)" is definitely on the list as one of my favorite songs of all time.I wasn't home for…

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• 1:11 a.m.

  April 26, 2001

  I'm going to bed soon, after I have a cigarette. Sh*t, I have to get more tomorrow. I wish I was stoned right now. I love thinking about things when I'm stoned. It's amazing how much the mind can be expanded. I really hope I can see Kim tomorrow. I also want to see Michelle…

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• 2:12 p.m.

  April 26, 2001

  FU*K THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Ok, I'm not going to Kims house (surprise, surprise), Michelle probably can't do anything, and if she can, it will only be for a couple of hours. And I have three cigarettes. My grandmother started yet another useless argument with me. Michelle...

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• 11:31 p.m.

  April 26, 2001

  Thank god I'm stoned.Sweet.Michelle's parents came home and she wasn't allowed out. My grandparent's didn't go out to dinner but ordered a pizza. Shortly afterwards, Kim called me...I was on the phone with Kim for awhile today. Immediately after getting off the phone with her, the phone rang. It ...

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• What do I do?

  April 24, 2001

  What do I do now? I've gone this far with Michelle AND Ashley. For some reason though, I still feel that my heart belongs to Kim. I went to the mall with Cristina today and got the new FF c.d. So far, it's pretty good. Cristina is another one. I went out with her for…

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• 1:24 a.m.

  April 24, 2001

  I think I'll go to sleep soon. I'll have a cigarette before I do.Fu*k dammit!!!!!!!!!! I don't want to go down the shore!!!!!!!! I know I'll be depressed to tears. I just hope I see Kim before I go. I haven't seen her since after school on 4/20. I need to see her, hold her…

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