This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up.

I wanted the open road and new beginnings every day by writing without exposing myself. Sometimes I am surrounded by a lot of people and yet I feel so alone. In my circle I can't be me but online even though I can't reveal myself at least I can write them down and people get to know me although it's halfway. I don't really expect anyone to be interested on what I write here but an online friend is so much appreciated.

Latest Entry

My Way Out

September 20, 2019
Dear Diary, You know what's the saddest thing? I can't even kill myself without jeopardizing his position. The only way out is if I have illness that could kill me. I am so fucking tired. jeiza.
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