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• I sound like David Bowie, yeah

  February 24, 2018

  So I'm told Humblebrag I sound more like Marianne Faithfull, Iggy Pop, and Patti Smith... if they were tone deaf, laryngitic and on crack. Two of which are the case. Also not many people know this but I've had a speech impediment since childhood which I got endless shit for and I still haven't go...

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• OD v Facebook

  February 24, 2018

  Opendiary is where my dark shit goes Facebook friends would say "when are you NOT dark?" That's all

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• Activism

  February 23, 2018

  I'm already an activist. I change minds, one by one. I make strangers smile. I listen. I let them vent, at bus stops, in the park, anywhere. I give them cigarettes and food and change. Whatever I can spare. Because they've done it for me. I'm not changing the world. Just certain individuals' days.

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• Doesn’t seem right

  February 19, 2018

  Male Female Transgender Other. . was that an option? I'll find out if I start a second diary. (I won't...I'm not that hardcore) Transwomen and transmen aren't the same thing yo. Like Craigslist has a "Transvestite/Transsexual/Other" section for personals. That shit wasn't accurate a decade ago (o...

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• Its the act

  February 19, 2018

  I deleted my OD a few years into my first and only relationship, for reasons. Those were the happiest years of my life, and the saddest. Since then I've thrown myself into decadence and music. The love from a crowd  and booze is the closest I can find to the love of her. Sometimes I'm…

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• Light eyes

  February 18, 2018

  I don't want to end up in a trailer in the deep southeast like LE did, crying on the phone about my dead dad to one person after the next in the hopes of free food or drugs.  I don't even know how to use mail. Is my ID at the post office? I've bought…

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