Recent Entries

• Gay

  December 19, 2009

  I sucked my first "pee pee" when I was in second Grade. His name was Jeffrey. I was spending the night at his house. I can almost imagine the situation vividly even though that was 18 something years ago. His penis was uncircumcised, I had no idea at the time but now with my wealth…

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• Empty Words

  April 7, 2009

  I'll give my life for this man. Will you be my best friend? Is it so bad that I just wanted to eat with you? All things that were said to me today and it really brings tears to my eyes when I look at what the motivation might be. Those words that I take…

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• On Crushes

  February 9, 2009

  "I'm head over heels for someone else."   WHO??!! I guess I never realized that I did have a baby crush on her until tonight. Her personality is just so straight forward real I'm jealous. It seems like her inner self is her outer self, and no it's not perfect, she's very tell ya li...

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• On Being Two Faced

  February 2, 2009

  I find it's easier for me and I blame my parents. They're divorced so I when I'm around each one individually I usually side with that person. That is bad. It happens a lot with my friends too. Friends "break up" if you will and are no longer friends but I'm still friends with both…

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• My Story Part 1

  February 1, 2009

   My story is too long. Trust me when I say you don't want to hear the whole thing all at once. Just little tid bits here and there, at least until we get to know each other a little better. These entries are important, because you need to understand where I'm coming from. I'll start…

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• Just another thing to keep me up at night

  February 1, 2009

  Have you ever had one of those nights where you have millions of things to worry about and sleep actually comes easily because you're exhausted? I like to believe that those nights your brain deals with those things while you sleep in your dreams because you can not other wise deal with them whil...

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• Diet and Exercise

  February 1, 2009

   The exercise part I can be fairly consistent with especially when I have a new toy like the Nike+ thing for my iPod, it's the diet thing that gives me all the problem   I'm a really picky eater. Like really picky. Like picky to the point you can't even grasp how picky I am.…

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