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• Illogical

  October 26, 2008

  I've been getting into the Twilight series.  Well, I haven't been "getting into it."  I read the entire first book on Saturday.  I lay in my bed and did nothing but read the book.  Well over four HUNDRED pages all in one day.  I really don't remember being that ...

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• His Goodbye…

  September 18, 2008

  From his blog: If you ride the Los Angeles Gold Line, you notice something peculiar as the train leaves the station. The left side of the train gives an incredible view of the city; tall monoliths of glass and iron scraping against heaven's belly and glinting in the glory of the sun. They stand a...

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• Saying Goodbye.

  September 13, 2008

  There's more to it, but this week, I told Matt I was sick and tired of him and I wanted him to leave me alone.  I told him that, for all intents and purposes, I'd rather it be as though he never existed to me. I've never felt so free.

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• Spas and Marshmallows

  July 26, 2008

  I am going to share with you two absolutely amazing things that have changed my life...in very different ways.  First, the beautiful phenomenon known as the: Korean Spa- If you do not have one of these near you, I pity you.  I truly do.  If you have one, but have never been, I...we...

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• Be careful, little mouth, what you say…

  April 20, 2008

  I know I've run this into the ground, but I'm sure I'm not the first girl to develop OCD over a broken heart. I know I probably shouldn't have done it.  I know I probably should have left well enough alone. I know that I'm supposed to be a strong, "cold-hearted bitch," when it...

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• A Man Who…

  April 14, 2008

  Every girl, when she's little, pretends of the day she'll be a princess - like in the Disney movies.  No one really tells her she can't be a princess or that she shouldn't be a princess, so she lives her life - day in and day out - planning to be a princess.  She doesn't…

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• When God Takes Back His Gift

  March 26, 2008

  Quite sometime ago, a Gift was placed before me.  I asked the Lord, "Is this My Gift?"  I heard...silence.  Again, I asked the Lord, "Is this My Gift?  If this is not The Gift for me, I would like you to keep it."  Again, I heard...silence.  Daily...

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• Crying…and all that comes with it…

  March 22, 2008

  He wrote a song. He wrote me a letter. And all it's done is made me cry more. He walked around outside church this morning and it was all I could do to not go hug him and cry with him.  His sadness...his loneliness...broke my heart. What I hate most about this is that, above…

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• What do you do…

  March 20, 2008

  ....when he says that he doesn't know if he's in love with you, but he doesn't want to lose you. And then, a month later, you find out that he's been talking to another girl for at least two weeks and planning to meet her.... Oh....and she's from a dating site.   What do you…

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