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Moving Scales

February 5, 2022
Love. Some days I'm at peace with my madness. Some days I feel crazy trying to seek peace. I think the worst days are the ones when I cannot focus, and so the world seems a marble that rolls, and I cannot find up or down. I do not know why I have been going…
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  • Without Title
    February 4, 2022
    Love. I am vibrating with anger. I had other words for you, but they have left me for today. I will go take a nap instead. This day is mostly a waste. Amen.
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    Through Surfacing
    February 3, 2022
    Love. It has been some days since I last wrote. I have had a crowded spirit. Some days it was difficult to remember to breathe. I believe I forgot on some days. Today, I am far more settled and relaxed than I have been in a long time. I know the problem. I have been…
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  • Within Gratitude
    January 22, 2022
    Love. I have been considering selfishness over the last few days for the purposes of learning to establish healthy boundaries in terms of relationships and self. It is a lot of work, but it is satisfying. Many weights make a good fence. I read a fair amount of Robert Frost in middle school. I enj...
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  • With Comfort
    January 21, 2022
    Love. I have remembered some things that I had forgotten. Because I believe it is polite to share both my struggles and my comforts, I intend to share them. I know that not everyone is religious. And I know that not everyone who professes religion believes the same. I do not mind if your beliefs&...
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  • In Gusts
    January 19, 2022
    Love. Tomorrow is my wife's birthday. I have planned a number of surprises for her. I should have asked her before today if she liked surprises. Her words told me she would try to like them, but her sounds told me she did not prefer them. Oh well. I have stopped unnecessary talking. It's mostly&h...
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  • In Sum
    January 16, 2022
    Love. I wish I had more words for you. Many ideas, but only few words. I will do my best. It is difficult to be caretaken. It is difficult to be of age, yet still be on apron strings. I have always been prideful and stubborn. I have often felt the desire to be independent,…
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  • Without Fog
    January 11, 2022
    Love. It is good to write with a clearer mind today. My sleep schedule has much improved. I learned from my friends that we have very differing ideas on what a healthy sleep schedule is. I grew up in a poorer-than-I-understood-at-the-time rural area in the foothills of North Georgia. In our area,...
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  • A Question of Existance
    January 10, 2022
    How do you ask a consensual question? LISTEN. These are the only words I have right now. And some of them are right. Look at this: "consensual question". Have you ever thought about those two words together before? Did you ever consider the implied opposite: a non-consensual question? Trying to c...
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  • Under Winter
    January 10, 2022
    Love. I have a fascination, perhaps an unhealthy preoccupation, with words. I know many. I was gifted as a child with a lengthy and accurate memory, and I grew up among a generation of older adults who also seemed to share my fascination to a certain degree. Just as kids might challenge each othe...
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