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20.3.23 – Post Therapy Blues

March 20, 2023
Dear You, I know therapists warn that things tend to get worse before they get better. But bloody Hell. If I thought I was struggling before I started therapy, I was wrong. Most nights last week, I was either drunk or drinking. I know its not wise to use alcohol as a crutch, so for…
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