Recent Entries

• Rinse and Repeat

  August 6, 2018

  Science tells us that every 7 years our bodies completely replace the skin cells. Every 7 years we are reborn to the world in theory. It has been 10 years since my previous diary entry. I don't even recognize the person that I was. Rereading my teenage diary I see common threads of pain, loneline...

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• Hurt

  November 24, 2008

  I am so angry, I have written anything in years, life simply got in the way...and now here I am alone and in pain and turning back to one thing that got me through my life, writing. I have never done drugs and once sex was a addicition, I have hurt so many people in…

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• We Got Married.

  March 3, 2008

  Wow, its taken me a while to write anything new. Between going to the grocery store and everything that life entails. We got married August 11th...lol sorry missed writing about that. But I don't have much time to ponder anything but who knows I might one day.

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• This is for you….TAP…you’re out of my life!

  November 10, 2007

  To all the women out there... here's to all those girls who used to be his number one.the ones who waited all night for him to call,only to check the called iD the next morning and be disappointed.the ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your...

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• Married

  November 7, 2007

  He married. How could he?! But I sit here and think what are the odds that we marry the same year within weeks of each other to two different people. Wow, it doesn't seem fair. But now I know he didn't wait for me, just as I didn't wait for him I hope he is…

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• Patience

  March 20, 2007

  I have none. Well things in this life are moving smoothly, I have no time to think and write. I am lucky if I write a grocery list. I am at a crossroads, Justin and I are getting married, wow me married biting the bullet, taking the plunge. I am ready, I think. I really…

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• More

  September 6, 2006

  The relationship between the human heart, a muscle and the emotions it controls has continued to amaze me. I am not one to be emotionally charged, emtions have always taken a second hand to cold hard logic. Call me cold if you will. I never once thought that in my life someone could destroy the&h...

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• 8/7/06

  August 11, 2006

  Pain it can be summed in one word. I have lost someone close to me in a sudden and painful way. I can't begin to describe the pain and feelings of loss. I want her back! She was too young. Why? But there I was being selfish, she was sick and now she isn't I…

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• Past

  June 23, 2006

  I've learned you can't ever escape the past. Last night at dinner we went to Apple Bee's our waitor worked with Justin and he knows BB and Lil Mike. He walked up and said you look like Angie Leslie (Mikes sis) I have people tell me that all the time, I don't understand why can't…

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