Recent Entries

• Downhill

  February 18, 2023

  I'm fucking spiralling, I don't know what to do. I can't sleep I can't eat I find it hard to breathe. I can't think straight. Why always me? Why? I'm fucking tired and there is no sign of hope, I'm tired.

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• Another day

  February 17, 2023

  So my girlfriend just broke up with me a few hours ago. I do love her but with my current situation I can't even blame her for wanting to leave. I feel really hopeless now, like I am having a full relapse after I had gotten a bit better. I don't know what to do…

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• Follow up

  February 16, 2023

  I haven't dropped a note for a while, I am trying to get better. It's not like life has become so hopeful but then I think I still have some hope in me. I haven't been motivated to do anything or try anything new, some friends and family have reached out to see ways they…

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• Another day

  February 2, 2023

  I have been pulling away from the world, from those I love and everyone. Nothing excites me, i feel empty. I need someone to talk to but there is no one. I am tired of living. #depression #mentalhealth

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• Tired

  February 1, 2023

  Every day seems like another day towards the inevitable. Things are getting worse for me everyday, no matter how hard I try it just seems like nothing works. Most times it feels like I take 1 step forward and 20 steps backward. My accounts are empty now and I have no idea what to do…

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