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• happiness_in_a_pill : the guy that makes me fly

  April 1, 2008

  i knowthat I am stupidThat I fall so fastThat I fall so farAnd that I fall so hardBut GodYou frustrate meIn both a good and bad wayCause everyday we speakI feel so fucking luckyButEverytime we speakI just wanna dieCause I just want you to trip meI know I do it to myselfBut you, dear readerCan&hel...

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• happiness_in_a_pill : death of one, the dying son

  March 30, 2008

  wow, I haven't written anything in so long. I doubt anyone I know still uses this site, it's one of those passing fads in people. They start using the site only to eventually be caught up in something else. so much has changed. i've been in love, out of love. attacked, abused, used, hurt, institu...

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• happiness_in_a_pill : sound keeps me above ground

  March 30, 2008

  here we go; the most comprehensive list of my favourites:[if a band/title is in italics then it means I REALLY like it!] MUSIC: 0-9:30 Seconds To Mars, A:The Adventures of Priscilla; Queen of the Desert Soundtrack, Afi, Alanis Morissette, Alice Deejay, Alison Krauss, The Almost, Atlas, Avril Lavi...

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• happiness_in_a_pill : fight apathy…. or don’t…

  June 6, 2007

  i know i hardly write anymore and i don't really care if anyone reads this or not. it's for me first and foremost. when i stop to think about things it becomes unbareable, but i have to do this, i have to get it out. rebekah's death still haunts me, it has destroyed a part…

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• happiness_in_a_pill : in, out and fucking about

  April 24, 2007

  i haven't written in a while, and i feel kinda bad for that, my internet has been screwing around though so it's not all my fault, that's if anyone cares. the past months have been hard and interesting. i was made glbti [gay lesbian bisexual transsexual intersex] officer at tech which was good. m...

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• happiness_in_a_pill : fail to fly, learning to die

  March 18, 2007

  I'm back on meds - Effexor - what a stupid fucking name for an antidepressant. It's like I've been high all day, my brain is getting one hell of a kick out of it. It's draining me. I guess it's time to say goodbye to the person I've known so well.And welcome, and introduce, the person…

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• happiness_in_a_pill : Delusions and contusions

  February 22, 2007

  evanescence is great live, hopefully will share some photo's soon. hope all are well. WINTEC is interesting. sorry i don't write anymore. seems i have not a lot to say. -SImoNhappiness_in_a_pill 

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• happiness_in_a_pill : hateteen

  February 3, 2007

  i'm eighteen. nothing's changed. except of course i can drink legally now and buy smokes legally. the outback staff are a pack of cunts. friends can be good. absinthe is a bitch when you wake up with a sore throat. friends can be a laugh when they get you dodgy gifts. it'll all be over…

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• happiness_in_a_pill : questing and testing

  January 24, 2007

  151. What is louder and more annoying...200 adults talking in a restaurant or one four-year-old screaming? A four year old screaming any day. 152. Why do you think ships disappear into the Bermuda triangle? Something sinks them.153. Who are you jealous of and what do they have that you don't...

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