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• The girl next to me part 7

  January 29, 2025

  Someone told me this is like a tv show on Netflix and it's really addictive. I don't think so, i think it's more than a tv series, it's a fairy tale where my dreams are coming true. Imagine confessing your feelings to someone and then finding yourself in a car with them, heading to a…

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• Feelings

  January 21, 2025

  We had an incredible day together, and i wish time could stop at the moment we were holding hands. It was just a quick moment, but it was breathtaking. I mean, every time i see her, my heart just...it's beating really fast, and I can barely breathe. I drove for an hour, leaving at 7:30…

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• Snowing

  January 21, 2025

  This is the first time i've ever seen snow in my life, and it feels so wonderful. I never thought I would actually touch snow. I felt the cold on my palms, my fingers were frozen, and it felt incredibly good. I didn't rush outside with excitement, instead, i filled my lungs with the cold…

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• The girl next to me part 6

  January 20, 2025

  Now that i know i like her, every day when i go to school, I always look for her car. I find myself wondering if she has arrived at class yet, even though i know she’s always late. After the day i told the girl next to me that i like her, i don’t feel…

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• The girl next to me part 5

  January 18, 2025

  Hi. Welcome back!! It's been long time no see you, i don't write these things to get any comments or just for attention. I just want to keep these feelings because it's so beautiful and breathtaking!! So, you're ready? I do struggling with her! The girl next to me. The more i talk to myself…

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• The girl next to me part 4

  January 10, 2025

  After the winter break, we returned to school. I didn't think I would miss her this much, but I often find myself watching the videos we recorded of her before I go to sleep. Sometimes it's not helpful because watching them makes me smile, and when you keep smiling, you can't fall asleep, haha. I...

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• The girl next to me part 3

  January 10, 2025

  I'm completely confused right now, and I don't know what to say. When you're lying, you usually feel bad, right? Because I'm feeling really bad. I like this girl a lot, a girl next to me, and I think I've been pretending that these feelings will just disappear in a few days, but it's not.…

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• Overthinking

  January 5, 2025

  It's been 5 months since the day i left my country to moved to the USA, i can admit that i miss my hometown, i miss the place where i grew up where i had the most greatest memories. I'm trying to adapt everything in this country but it's still hard for me. We're going…

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• The Beauty and Attractive

  January 3, 2025

  I was strugeling about to keep the secret or tell her about my feelings. It's strange when day by day, you realize that you don't want to lose her, this relationship is beautiful and the way we spent time together was so great. If she knows, what would it be? She's gonna block me? Or…

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