Recent Entries

• Keeping constant

  September 20, 2012

   It's funny how for all the focus there is on change - of working towards that perfect job, perfect relationship, perfect moment... when you finally get there, all you can do is try to hold onto that perfect moment of time, grasping tightly in vain as it slips through your fingers. I actuall...

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• When I’m tired I listen to this song

  August 26, 2012

  "Everyday" Everyday is a struggle between what I wanna say And what I should keep to myself  And the words that manage to leave my lips  Don't hurt me, but they hurt everyone else And I find myself in need of a pause I'm not sure why, but I think that it's because  Of thi...

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• Things I need to fix in my life

  August 12, 2012

   Overwhelmed with a sudden sense of disgust. You know, that feeling you get when you let shit pile up around the house day after day after day... then one day you look up. Really look. And it's like someone, at that very moment, suddenly upends a dumpster right in front of your fucking face....

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• Thinking of you

  August 11, 2012

   Leaving the US for a year - this is my goodbye poem I left for my girlfriend, at the end of a long note. Thinking of you. I will be thinking of you Of those afternoons in sunshine Spent thinking of nothing but the magic of you -'r sweet embrace   Sep aration is but…

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• Bad poems continued

  July 11, 2012

   I never write poems but I'm on a roll it seems so I'm going with it Summer love is like a roller coaster Sweet, it brings you to the dizzying heights Savoring the sweetness of freedom from gravity Smiling, grinning, you think you're free to leave Space bound Except When the magic ends You r...

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• No claim.

  July 11, 2012

  Heavy heart Clenching, weighed down by mercury I have no claim Tumours of pain that  have no business being there.   Love means caring for another more than yourself Never thought experiencing it would be so bitter Sweet Guess that's it's expected For loving someone you can't make happy...

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• Writing helps

  July 11, 2012

   OD seems to be something that I come back to when I'm down in the dumps. In those moments of wrenching negativity where you look up and a pitch black storm of self recrimination and regret just washes over you. Clogging your pores and forcing its way down your throat as it seeps into you.&h...

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• Jealousy

  March 26, 2012

  Hi guys. It's been a while. I've actually really missed writing here. It's been such a big part of my teenage years. It's weird to realise that I've probably had this blog for over 12 years now. And I can't be sure my prose improved much in the intervening years. Maybe it has. I've learned…

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• Curiosity

  December 30, 2010

   Read this on someone else's Facebook notes, think it's really inspiring, and gives me the strength to pursue what I want to pursue. Which is life beyond consulting, when everyone else seems to be telling me how risky, how difficult it is. At the end of the day, that doesn't scare me. Life i...

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