Recent Entries

• Things.

  February 9, 2013

   I feel like there's some kind of terrible monster inside of me. I've been having a lot of nightmares. And walking much faster at night. A strange man slapped the window I was sitting next to on the train, today. I don't know why.

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• A Lot Has Changed.

  August 3, 2012

   I feel like a different person. A little older, wiser, and more bitter. I knew life would do this eventually. But at 24? Gimme a break. I don't expect everything to be easy. It would just be nice if things would let up a little. Coral's moved away with Jason. I haven't talked about it…

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• Looks Like We Maaade It After Aaaall!

  November 9, 2011

  It took three years and a lot of fighting. But Chris and I have officially moved in together. So now I live in New York City--which means I have to edit my front page. Not too many friends here and no relations. I've been pretty lazy about getting a job, and I need to stop…

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• Curtain.

  August 15, 2011

  Every morning for two weeks, I have been waking up early and going to the grocery store to pick up a beverage and use the cash back option at self-checkout. My bike is out of commission because I cannot get the U-lock off (long story, tried everything, not getting into it) so I have to…

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• Bored At Work. As Per The Usual.

  August 11, 2011

  I haven't done a survey since MySpace. I thought this one would be fun. I'll make a real entry soon, I promise <3 1) Name a movie you have seen more than ten times. Casablanca 2) Name a movie you have seen multiple times in the cinema. Bridesmaids...yes, I laughed that hard. 3) Name an…

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• You Only Get What You Give.

  July 9, 2011

  My bones ache when it's about to rain. But I always stay by the window and watch. I like to see the clouds with bursts of sunlight behind them...slowly grey and become angry. The calm before a storm may be my favorite moments on this Earth. It is comforting. More comforting than the rain itself.&...

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• Been Starved For Attention Before.

  July 9, 2011

  My mother said I shouldn't have a puppy because I killed all of my fish. But none of my fish ever liked me very much. Except stupid Satellite. Who committed suicide when I left him in my sister's care. Coral and Jason check up on me a lot recently. As if I were -their- puppy.…

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• Enough.

  June 6, 2011

  I've decided to stop making excuses for my long leaves of absence. Instead, I will forever catch you up and fill you in. So. Graduating is really hard. I can't stand the thought of having to be here another semester. And, apparently, those were my thoughts all this past semester since I flunked t...

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• G Spots and Jealousy.

  August 14, 2010

  I'm surprised to find myself very lonely today/tonight. For a few weeks now, I have been living with a boy from Ghana. Obviously my parents didn't know about it, they would have been furious. I wasn't thrilled, either. But someone's got to pay the other fourth of the rent. Anyway, he moved out an...

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