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• Not so unconditional afterall

  April 13, 2023

  I think knowing something, and being confronted with the truth are two entirely different things. Hearing the words are something you can't prepare your mind for. It shouldn't effect me, I felt the resentment and hate, I know how he feels, I am aware of how he treats me, it would be an obvious co...

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• Endless hours and endless thoughts.

  November 17, 2021

  It's that classic time of night when you're up later than what seems like everyone else in the entire world, yet also up too early somehow. That weird in between when time slows, impossibly, for just a little while before the sun comes up again, just for you. It's a double edged sword though, as&...

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• An Endless Loop of Misery

  May 20, 2021

  He texted me today. Radio silence for almost two months now and finally I felt the abilty to accept and move on, and here he is reminding me I will never have a functional relationship. He was the first guy I met at college, and the first I actually let in. He's consumed the past…

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• Young Life Crisis

  April 11, 2021

  This is my first entry, and I have no idea how to start this. I just figured that I should leave my thoughts and feelings open to the universe; maybe something good will come out of it. I don't know why a stranger would be interested in an anonymous but candid glimpse into the life…

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