Recent Entries

• Got Faith?

  August 4, 2008

  I believe that I do indeed have Faith....strong faith but my faith and I struggle with each other on a daily basis...it is hard work.  I went in to a chat room tonight and learned more about salvation that i could ever have expected. Some one sent me this quote from the bible and it…

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• Journey In To The Unknown

  July 28, 2008

  Well, I believe that Grant and I are finally going to take the plunge. We've decided that when he moves home the last week of August that he will be coming with out Brooke. From there we make the commitment and hope for the best. I'm scared...I shouldn't be, but I am. I feel that…

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• 7/10/08

  July 9, 2008

  Hmm...It's been so long since i've been here, writing my thoughts,...my life.. It's bittersweet re-reading all of my old entries. I'd forgotten so much. It's strange to think of the things that made me happy when I was younger, even more so to think about what kinds of things I worried about.... ...

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• FUCK YOU ALL, and have a nice day

  January 22, 2007

  Ok, im pissed. At everything and everyone and i hate everything that has to do with anything. My back is killing me, i mean i can barely get out of bed to go to school in the morning, i can barely sit or stand for longer than 5min with out wanting to cry and im…

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• hands off

  December 27, 2006

  Ethan has now become a subject of drama with ashley.... I shouldnt have introduced them, i knew it but i did it anyway, and then she tries to convince me that i cant be with him because of grant, well the last i knew grant and i are not together so thats complete bullshit. I…

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• Ethan

  December 21, 2006

  well im strugglin with the whole Ethan thing, he's definitely made his interest known but i just dont know if i want to commit right now... I mean i do but im still letting go of grant and that is a process not just something that can be done at the drop of a hat...…

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• 12/11/06

  December 10, 2006

  Well Arturo is making it hard not to like him.... He's so sweet but i know Amber is freaking out, which she shouldnt be because no matter how nice he is I will never let myself go there. Not again, I'm done with that kind of drama. Grant and I are talking now, its really…

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• ugh ugh ugh

  December 3, 2006

  ok so i have a dilemma.... amber, a friend of mine, is roomates with arturo. Arturo gave me his number and told me to call him... the thing is amber has feelings for him but he doesnt want her... now the problem here is that i like him as a friend but dont want to call him…

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• when is it time to let go?

  November 28, 2006

  I dont think its going to happen... i never really thought it was going to happen... at least since the night in his drive way. But some how i havent been able to let go.. let go of hope, let go of love... but i know the time is drawing near... he leaves in may.…

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