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• Mixed tape

  April 20, 2020

  "is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you think you got away with" I dont know why im doing this to myself, i like the pain the torture? I dont know 

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• Straight to her Spam

  April 15, 2020

  i dont know if she will read them all, i know she won't check that email to often. Just wonder if mine all go to the junk box or if she will notice it and be a bit curious. One day she'll have like 30 emails to read haha...

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• Wow, its back

  April 10, 2020

  Here it is again. Reading through some of my old entries is interesting and some of the silly drama in the comments was fun. Things i had forgotten about but instantly remember upon reading about it. Fun times and maybe there will be more here again soon...   Thanks Opendiary...

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• 3 years since

  October 27, 2010

  guess its been a while since I've been here huh   carve this pain from my soul, I can't say no, I can't let go.....

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• send me home

  May 8, 2007

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• me and her

  November 6, 2006

  well I am getting married :-)

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• blah blah blah

  August 6, 2006

  haha it's been forever and I'm just saying hi to everyone out in diary land :-)

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• help me

  November 29, 2005

  it's been so long. I feel so lost and I've lost a piece of myself. so many pieces and so many things I've let slip through my fingers. and now I'm here and I feel trapped and can't be who I want to be, can't be myself. I wish I could just be set free....

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• draining you, draining me

  June 5, 2005

  one baby to another says I'm lucky to met you, but where are you now? lost in my dreams forever. always in my heart I just want to be happy, loved, in love, and give my love. where is the plug to fill this hole shattered into my broken heart. please come lay with me…

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