Recent Entries

• Struggle

  September 4, 2019

  I feel like I've been struggling with everything the last couple of weeks.  My work, my attitude towards it, getting things done at home, writing.  I'm struggling with playing video games.    Normally I would say this is depression but I don't feel depressed. At least nothing is weighing on me an...

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• Mind Full

  August 29, 2019

  So much in my brain lately.  Stuff going on at work, both the performance of the team, the needs of the clients and the uncertainty  of the business overall.  The housework that isn't getting done, saving money for the future, paying off student loans, getting supplies to school for little m, bec...

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• Organization is Key

  August 25, 2019

  Sunday has been a particularly hard day for me in the past for a number of reasons but even more so since we got back from vacation. I just didn't give myself enough time to get into the week smoothly.  Or the school year. Or anything. So this week, miraculously, racing is very slow. A…

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• Thursday, August 22rd, 2019

  August 23, 2019

  I know, a boring title, but I had no other ideas.  Today was just that kind of day. Nothing significant to report. I worked. I pushed myself to get into some of my pending projects. Things I've been putting  off for lack of time and it's time. We are SLOOOOOOOWWW.  Which in theory is good…

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• I wish someone had mentioned to me that this was here…

  August 21, 2019

  OD was always my favorite place that I've kept a journal.  They even kept my old entries!  It's not ALL of them mind you. From when I was much younger I uploaded those and then dumped them from the site, so I can't expect them to still be here.  Either way.  I get to look…

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• what?! what?!

  August 26, 2013

  I have literally not been able to sit at this computer in months.  Ok, thats sort of a lie. I guess I could have but I just have not wanted to.  I'm working full time, I love my job, I am busy in the evenings taking care of Molly and the house.  Today is my…

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• a load of dishes a day leaves your hands all dry.

  January 21, 2013

  Work is done. It was a short one this time and to be honest we're considering it a failed experiment. Too hard to work nights full time and take care of the baby the rest of the time. No sleep. I don't do well on night hours anyways. In addition it turns out I have…

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• to work or not to work

  January 15, 2013

   So I started working and almost right away  I regretted taking on this assignment.  Many things contribute to this.  First off, they called, "your background check came back great, we need you to start tonight".  I have a 7 month old. I need to call the daycare...

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• hoe my god

  January 6, 2013

   I let the neighbors ruin most of my day. It was my fault, I know, but jesus they can be so...trashy. For lack of a better word. We live in an apt building that isn't the nicest.  I'll admit that. We are in a transitional place in our lives and this is what we can…

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