Mama of two. One boy, one girl... Best of both worlds. Just a lost soul trying to find her place in the world.

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February 15, 2022
GOODNESS IT HAS BEEN QUITE SOMETIME SINCE IVE WRITTEN. I AM SETTLING IN JUST FINE IN MY NEW JOB, YALL I COULDNT LOVE IT MORE. IT DOESNT FEEL LIKE WORK TO ME. I AM SO PASSIONATE ABOUT MY JOB AND JUST FEEL THIS FIRE LIKE I AM DESTINED TO DO SO MUCH MORE HERE. THESE…
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  • Out with the old.. in with the NEW….
    December 30, 2021
    SO IM GOING TO TYPE THIS IN ALL CAPS BECAUSE I AM AT WORK AND THATS JUST HOW WE ARE REQUIRED TO TYPE OUR DOCUMENTS. WHAT A HELL OF A YEAR 2021 WAS FOR ME AND MY KIDS. I THOUGHT I HAD FOUND MY "FOREVER".... BUT ENDED UP PHYSICALLY ABUSED MORE THAN ONCE, CHEATED ON…
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  • Pics! And updates
    December 26, 2021
     Hey friends! Sorry it’s been so long and I’ve been so distant. I’ve been so busy!! So I’ve been at work consistently since Wednesday night…. After tonight thankfully I’ll have two nights in a row off! I am so tired! I had strep last week, then Nora developed a sinus infection…took carter to the ...
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  • A little pic, and updates
    December 6, 2021
    Well friends…. I’ve been so busy packing up the house and preparing for this job… I had orientation today. Tomorrow I am getting sworn in for the sheriffs office, and I start work officially Wednesday. Nervous is an understatement…. I hate being the new person. I have my house completely packed u...
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  • Pic and decisions
    November 30, 2021
    Well I’ve made up my mind…. I’m going to move home to save money and either rent or buy near my moms. The house I was going to fix up next door to her is going to cost 30k just to move in…. So I think it would be best to just rent or buy…
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  • Pic for my friends
    November 24, 2021
    Guys I’m still making it. Not much has changed. The sheriffs office did verify my references today, so I’ll be starting very soon! I literally submitted the app when stupid was still living with me and he’s been gone a little bit now. I have decided that I’m going to move back to my moms…
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  • Pics! And updates
    November 14, 2021
    y’all first off let me say…. GO DAWGS! and now that that’s out of the way… I should be starting my new job next week…. I did my drug test and health screening last week… so I’m hoping that’s all we’re waiting on…. These government jobs have huge hoops to jump through lol and I’m…
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  • Tuesday and a pic!
    November 9, 2021
    Hey guys! It’s been awhile since I’ve written so I figured I’d tell you what’s occurred since the last entry. I still haven’t contacted him! I’ve kept all numbers and emails blocked…. No contact is huge for me! On the 14th it’ll be a month since we split. I don’t cry anymore…. I’m just working&he...
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  • Friday night
    October 29, 2021
    Y’all typically you wouldn’t find my at my house on a Friday night, ON a kid free weekend, AFTER a breakup! When I was single, and my kiddos were with their dad, typically I was out and about. But that wasn’t good for me. I wasn’t healing. I was trying to escape. Trying to find…
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  • Tomorrow
    October 27, 2021
    Well friends tomorrow makes 2 weeks since I’ve kicked him out. In the two weeks I’ve sent 3 texts, only in response to him texting from an unknown number about the rest of his things. After I responded about his things I blocked the new numbers as well. I haven’t had the urge to text…
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