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• a text I just sent a girl

  August 14, 2008

  God am I really this fucked up??? The last time we slept together I really wanted to and tried to get a little dirty but you weren't having any of that and that's a serious concern of mine, I have a need for reassurance via sexy and slutty bedroom behavior from the female I'm with

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• Goodbye Mom

  August 14, 2008

  How life changes in 10 weeks... 10 weeks ago today my mom died...  The day after she died I took up a second job as a strip club bouncer to help pay the rent since my dad told me that my mom didn't have life insurance and we needed about 2000 a month to keep…

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• I still love you my Grandfather

  November 27, 2007

  When it finally happened I couldn’t stop it, the tears started and didn’t stop through the entire service.  In Billings, MT on April 29, 2006 I attended my hero’s funeral, he was my grandfather and I had lived my entire childhood with him as my hero.  It was him who ta...

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• Hero’s often fail

  November 24, 2007

  One of the great joys of my job is my business partner, G.  Him and I love to dissect songs and give our interpretations to their meanings.  Last week I was house-sitting for my ex-girlfriend, Julia.  On Monday night G introduced me to this song by Gordon Lightfoot.  I hadn't ...

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• The ebb and flow

  September 20, 2007

  Just when I thought I couldn’t stand another day working with him we spend hours sitting outside Starbucks from 1-4 AM talking about the most random of things.Every relationship has an ebb and flow to it.  Somehow in the relationship between my business partner and I, just about the ti...

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• Time is a bitch

  August 24, 2007

  I was writing this morning and when I realized that it had been two years since we met I thought of you.Time is a bitch… 2 years ago my friend Jeff got married.August 20, 2005I remember it being a great day. It was absolutely splendid, I woke up at about 8 AM and went to…

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• The Room

  June 26, 2007

  In the room, there are no thoughts of girlfriends, bills, traffic, problems.  The room is a haven; it rejuvenates and fills the soul.  You test yourself as you can test yourself in no other way.  In the room, no one has a nicer car, a hotter girlfriend, a better job, a bigger dick&...

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• the good life

  May 21, 2007

  Last night when I got home, my little angel crawled up into my arms.  We watched CSI and slumbered off... how can that not be the good life

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• Ham and Mayo on Wonder Bread…

  December 19, 2006

  Now Red can back me up on this... Is there any better sandwich than a honeybaked ham sandwich on cheap ass white bread with nothing other than mayo?  I think not... Especially this week.  It's been a long 2 weeks, my parents got their car repossed so I've been taking my mom to...

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