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Return 2: A story

March 26, 2012
The orange glow of the electric heater draws my eye. Everything else is dark, it must be late. I think I dozed off for a while. We have been in here for what seems like forever. I can hear his stomach growling. I look over. ‘Are you OK?’ I say. ‘No…’ he says. This i...
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