Recent Entries

• Insomniacs Poem

  November 29, 2009

  I am the sole light of conciousness in a dark unconcious world Centred in the awareness of past, present and future Reality building upon reality Longing for the stillness of darkness, the peace of calm Admiring the bridge between today and tomorrow Embracing the lifeforce of the river flow below

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• Update time! (With pics) Warning – long entry

  August 24, 2009

  Finally I have the internet at home! Seems like I have so much to update on and so many people to catch up with! It must be nearly 2 months since I've been on here I think, definitely over a month! So, to start where I *think* I left off last.... We found out early July…

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• New Home

  August 11, 2009

  Just a super quick update from work, dont really have time to get on here at work anymore without getting caught! We are moved into our new place now which is just 5 minutes walk from my work! Its a nice unit, we pay alot more than before for less space and no yard, but…

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• Updates

  July 14, 2009

  Its been a while between updates! Cant believe how busy we've been. Seems there has been something on every day that I wasnt working (which has been crazy busy anyway!) and with Kati working a bit now I've been on extra babysitting duties with River! We just found out we need to find a new…

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• Over halfway

  June 15, 2009

  I am officialy OVER halfway through my challenge now! Overall I feel pretty good about it, I have had a few 'off' days where I caught myself perving a fair bit, in fact I just didnt really make much effort to stop. But all in all I think I have done well. There have been times when…

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• Controlled chaos

  June 15, 2009

  I've been feeling the need to write here again lately, even if I really have bnothing to say. It is funny how I am drawn here when I feel low, or need advice, or just want to vent, then I wont come back for a few days, few weeks, few months, on occassion years and yet…

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• Ebay giving me the shits

  June 12, 2009

  Title says it all. I finally got my ass into gear and cleaned out the spare room a couple weeks ago and got a stack of stuff sorted for ebay. Got all the auctions up and 3 mother fuckers have been fucking me around. 1 paid for the item and all, then decided he couldnt…

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• 12/06/2009

  June 11, 2009

  Today is the 12th, Im allllllmost halfway through my challenge! It has been harder than I thought in some ways, but actually easier in other ways. I've found it alot harder to control my 'perving' than I thought it would, it was obviously alot more automatic than I realised, but the physical side...

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• My challenge (perhaps TMI)!

  June 5, 2009

  Today, June 6 marks the 6th day of a personal challenge I set for myself. Towards the end of May after a fair few months of frustration at lack of sex, I started to realise that I needed to change my outlook, that I needed to change my view of sexuality and expectation. Irealised that…

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