Hey everyone. I'm a 30 yr old mother of a son, married to the love of my life, working at a daycare and loving life... but not all the time, sometimes I crave to be just me. Not a mom or a wife. Just me. And that's when I'll come here to unload and share with the world what I want to say, even if sometimes it's not okay to say out loud...

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And then it was over…

October 2, 2012
  In between all the chaos, the constant fighting to try and save our relationship – I never once wondered what I wanted. I never even took a moment to press pause and feel for myself, think for myself. So when I did, I had an eyeopening moment. It shocked and pained me to admit…
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