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Before this journey, some reflection

August 25, 2020
I've given up on being a sad angsty teenager in a young adult's body. I'm going to set myself up on a 90-day journey that is going to be as simple as possible. WORK RANT: I feel like I'm melting into my computer chair and that I worry that I will become like some of…
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