Recent Entries

• Online Dating

  December 12, 2020

  I don't write here as much as I would like to and its strange because I really only get the urge to write here when I have been drinking some wine.  For some reason wine gets me to want to open up I guess.  I have been thinking a lot about dating lately.  I do…

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• Am I always going to be…..

  November 22, 2020

  Alone! it’s hard you know! I have no lack of men that hit on me, but it’s not the right kind of men. When you are 35 like me and still single, it has a weird stigma attached to it. People think there is something wrong with you. I’ve had my share of romances and…

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• I have a confession…..

  October 18, 2020

  I am sad.......... like really really sad! Not in the depression kind of way. It’s different.  I’ve dealt with depression before, that’s not what this is........ it’s just that plain and simple I am sad. I feel like I have been stuffing my feelings down for so long now that they are starting to e...

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• Where is he??

  September 29, 2020

  Where do I even begin on this topic.  Love is the thing I want most, but also one of the things I fear the most.  I have only been in love once, and that was 13 years ago.  Since then it has only been a lot of lonely nights and the odd man I let…

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• I can’t win

  May 22, 2020

  I feel like no matter what I do I can never win! I’m constantly fighting with the people in my life for reasons I do not find right. Everyone is always telling me what I should do with my life and how I should be, but as soon as I make a suggestion Because I…

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• Where is my Gilbert?

  May 12, 2020

  Ever since I was a little girl, I have had this obsession with Anne of Green Gables.  I have read all the books, watched the movies with Megan Follows over and over and over again, visited Prince Edward Island to visit the Anne of Green Gables house and fell in love with the new series…

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• Confused, alone and lost

  February 11, 2020

  Wow its been 9 years since I have written in this forum.  I am not sure what made me seek this place out again, all I know is I needed too.  I missed this place and the community I found here.  It is different now, but I just needed to place my thoughts somewhere as…

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• So Angry…………

  July 7, 2011

  I'm tired of all the bullshit that seems to creap into my life lately.  I'm so tired of not being understood by anyone and i'm so tired of everyone thinking they know who i am and my life.  I have always been there for everyone and i'm done, i'm so tired of being stepped on.&n...

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• I Miss Him

  June 27, 2011

  Recently i have been thinking a lot about my former best friend.  He meant the world to me, and its been two years since i have seen or spoken to him.  He was a huge part of my life in so many ways and many people never understood our relationship.  He came into my life…

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