Recent Entries

• Alright

  June 2, 2011

  We have been in London for almost two months now. Including trips to Paris and Spain. I love my job. I love my old friends and the new friends that come with them. I love East London. I don't even mind that Summer here can sometimes be as cold as an early Australian Winter. I…

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• Exit Anxiety

  March 19, 2011

  36 days until we pack up our lives, say good bye to it all, and move to London. I'm working 12 hour shifts, 6 days a week so I barely have time to think about it all, which helps. I'm trying to take in all of my surroundings and the people I care about as…

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• Izzy Firreal

  January 16, 2011

   

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• Colder

  January 15, 2011

  She told me she doesn't love me anymore. She cares deeply. She cannot leave my side. But she doesn't love me. What the fuck am I supposed to say to that?  

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• Got Love To Kill

  December 5, 2010

  Of recent, I have begun to understand that you can love two people in very different but still very different capacities. I have found my muse. And I adore her. The feeling is mutual. And gravitates towards a dangerous place. An infatuation is one way to put it. "Flirtation as Sadomasoc...

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• Sleep Alone

  October 15, 2010

  Mind the lies, I'm the only one who see's who you are in the dark. And you.. you are starting to really get tedious. I love you, but you have lost everything that made me fall for you in the first place. You're more like everyone else than you'd like to think. And I'm not.…

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• The School of Life

  May 23, 2010

  Ashamed and bemused by our own fragility, we consistently underestimate how anxious everyone else is.     I have, very recently, found myself in a place that I feel I have always been striving for. This is not a spiritual awakening, but it has been a pleasant realisation of my own ...

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• Every day is exactly the same

  April 29, 2010

  Freshly 23. Five years ago, I would've thought my shit would be together by now. It's not. I'm nowhere near where I want to be, but I am the msot positive I've been in a long time about my future. Working in fashion and continuing my love/hate relationship with it all. Passion project on the…

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• Alive and Spitting

  December 20, 2009

  I've just gotten back from just under 2 months in the U.S. Went over partly for work related stuff (that lasted all of a week), but mostly was just hanging out, drinking, feeling homesick and taking photos. This year has been a year of losses - of jobs, of friends, of money and of everything...

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