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• Lonely Doll

  August 9, 2003

  Sitting on a high shelf. In between each of your forgotten Memories. My eyes won’t stop crying, And no one can remember their name.   [Will I soon be forgotten as well?]   Because it has been eight days Since I have seen your face... and the dust is beginning to layer. I’m b...

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• Stubborn Eyes

  August 9, 2003

  And so it began. On a night like no other. Where words couldn't describe the feelings they had for each other. And this time it wasn't a lie. This time nothing was really wrong. But she went home and cried. She went home and tried to drowned out every happy thought... [Repeating to herself, that&...

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• A warning forgotten…

  August 8, 2003

  Were you warning me that day, That I would fall in to love? [And leaving out the fact, that you cannot fall out] So you have left me in this pit, isn’t that the case? Every key you stole, you locked. Only leaving one small door open at the top. Was this small amount of…

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• Little Will Know

  August 7, 2003

  Little will know the sounds I describe Of tiny foot steps I hear at night Of the eerie creeping of a life I once knew. The slow and painful journey I am forced to Crawl through. [My knees are starting to bleed]   No, little will know the feelings I describe Of beautiful mornings interrupted&...

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• rocks in my head

  August 4, 2003

  Nothing has meaning Unless it means You. Each minute this clock Counts is simply To bring You closer But you may never feel How I feel. How I twitch. How I tremble. And I’m more scared now then I was as  a little girl. weren't those the worst days of my life? so aren't these…

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• Drained

  August 3, 2003

  {Sorry the following is not clear. I feel unfocused.}   Magnifying glass overhead  I can not see around it. [Can’t see through it]   Someone's wishing I was dead. Melting everything that matters A window, that brings no hope. Dark and impenetrable. A strong glass, unbreakable...

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• Love

  June 20, 2003

  I bet you believed this poem was written for love. But I have forgotten such a word, As I have tried to forget why. No, I haven't written something for love For what seems an eternity? Wasn't it you who told me love Was simply something lacking hate? If so, my sins must prove That…

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• Away From Home

  June 16, 2003

  My beautiful, you seem so stiff As I rock you in my arms. My tears will reach you soon, my dear, With hope to bring you home. My comfort, why are your eyes so dark? You do not blink at all... .How could I have left you here alive and fully well? Do you see…

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• A One Act Circus

  June 9, 2003

  Now introducing, a spectacular Act For the opening number, she stuns them with grace Approaching with good posture intact A fake smile pasted on her face...   Skillfully she drowns all emotion, Disappearing behind a frozen glance. Eyes glaze over , blurring all this commotion. Simply moving,...

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