Recent Entries

• Paiyama

  September 4, 2013

  in a park named after breasts i pretend to be waiting for something so it looks at least like i've got a reason to be here a guy who was once too young for this hunches over a can, all points like a boiled shrimp, blackened under the clouds one dude smokes little cigarettes at…

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• Jetcloud

  August 11, 2013

  i've done this before while people say goodbye i try to remember the first time as long as i've gone, even leaving's nothing new i consider each experience, as though ends are still supposed to mean anywhere as much as beginnings i am a park bench and i am watching you, even though we've never&he...

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• Entry

  July 15, 2013

  one time at the doctor my nose gets fucked with a giant black 17 inch dildo thin, like a worm's dick a dribble of lube sliming down my chin it slides up my nostril and down my throat, like a wiggling room temperature sanuki udon noodle every now and then the guy holding it, with…

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• ENG

  July 12, 2013

  sometimes this world was written just for me. on my first japanese day i see a small plastic garbage can plastered with the english message "Would you like to review what your life should be...? followed by an ellipsis and a question mark? i review it constantly for the next four years a sweat sh...

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• Drift

  June 28, 2013

  saying nothing, i have four conversations with you in different places, at different times and as different people you could be nobody, but you're not, now you tap out a drum beat on me, i return it like telegraph, on the other side when your make up comes off you tell me this is the…

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• Diamond

  June 23, 2013

  i can not remember anything, except the crease in her head where the hair fell to either side it is all i need to be unable to forget about her, the first thing i noticed, turning it over like carving a diamond, checking each angle, a hand on my thigh or upper arm, i cannot…

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• Space Exploration

  June 18, 2013

  i'm going number two for the first time on a toilet with buttons more buttons than existed on all the appliances in my family's house on the farm in 1987 my friend told me a story once about how she used it on the train and pushed some button and someone came to the door…

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• Dictionary

  May 29, 2013

  i am too nervous to send a text message to a girl the last in this series of ascii courtships the denouement, the coup de grace the one that will instigate the pas de deux she approached me, in the first place without my asking she has used smiley faces i type the word "pathetic"…

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• Iwasaki

  May 28, 2013

  i'm professionally foreign, i have made "being not from here" a job. i exist on borrowed time, plucked by the government to be put back when they're done with me i am aware of it from the day i arrive in japan one of my coworkers laughs at everything i say unless it is actually…

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