Recent Entries

• ~*42 Getting there…

  October 2, 2012

  I finally made it to the gym today for the first time in over 4 months! Yeah...I've been slacking pretty hard. I did 45 minutes of light cardio to ease myself in while watching The Walking Dead on my phone. No alcohol again today. I can already feel that avoiding it tomorrow is going to…

  Continue Reading...

• ~*41 Zzzz….

  October 1, 2012

  I am disgusting. Last night I drank 1.5 liters of wine, fell asleep around 1am and woke up at 3am. I felt completely sober. No alcohol tonight. I did take an hour nap when I got hope so I just hope I can fall asleep tonight. So post college I got a job working as…

  Continue Reading...

• ~*40 New and Downgraded Emily

  September 30, 2012

  I completely forgot I had this until I was trying to sign up for a new account and this username had already been taken. Anyways...I've just read the entirety of this diary and actually feel better. An hour ago I completely broke down. I am embarrassed by who I was in college, and I realize…

  Continue Reading...

• ~*39 It’s been awhile

  May 20, 2007

  So my junior year is coming to an end. It's really scary. I'm almost an adult for real! Actually, I finally turned 21 last month. It's been weird.Lately I've been pulling like freshman year Emily stunts. I'm getting way too drunk and I don't know why. Last Friday, I absolutely blew up at Dana tel...

  Continue Reading...

• ~*38 Apathy

  March 26, 2007

  I'm such a couch potato. I can't bring myself to do anything; it's like I entirely do not care. I want to care. I care that I don't care. I guess I'd rather just face the thoughts in my own mind than the real world around me. When I was bulimic I had such strong…

  Continue Reading...

• ~*37 Parrrrty

  March 9, 2007

  I've been having fun lately. I've also been pretty trashed lately too though.Thursday: I went to Emily's with Dana and Matt and drank watermelon rum with this blue fruit punch. So gross. I ended up talking to this dude online blacking out and said the dumbest shit. Now I'm like to embarassed to t...

  Continue Reading...

• ~*36 Blah

  March 7, 2007

  So I had this really weird dream last night. It involved my first love. I haven't even spoken to him in year. I had a dream I had a really nice, white apartment, and he came over to smoke. I was getting a Corona and, when I came back, I was next in the rotation,…

  Continue Reading...

• ~*35 Brrrr!!

  March 6, 2007

  I was really mad today. The windchill was -15 F, and they didn't cancel classes! I pulled an all nighter last night studying for my metabolism test at 8 am, almost died in the cold, slept for four hours, skipped one class, the next was canceled, and then left my phone in my last class.…

  Continue Reading...

• ~*34 My roommate is losing her mind

  March 4, 2007

  I can't take even knowing her anymore.  She is purposely making herself an alcoholic and letting everyone know it.  Attention Whore.  My brother came up with Dave this weekend.  Ryan was even more of a fuck up than usual.  First he threw ice at some dudes car and broke th...

  Continue Reading...