I am who I am. I write to express the troubles I can't always vocalize. I have had troubling relationships that I have learned from. I have found spiritual connections with others that have changed my life. I am a recovering heroin user with 5 years clean, and I dedicated a lot of that time to helping others find their pathway to recovery. I was once trafficked through the rehab system and endured a lot of distrust with those who were claiming to help me as a young adult. I am also in the medical field. Trust me, I FAILED alot before I found any peace in my life through external validation and inflated successes. Everyday I learn, I evolve and I pass that on. Thank you for finding my journal and feel free to add me. Remember, you are not your experiences, but they are apart of what made you, you.
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The Reasons We Feel
June 1, 2023
I went on #channel2 news yesterday! I got to share my sister's story about how she passed away in 2018 from a drug overdose, and it was somewhat hard.I've told the story multiple times so eventually it become more of a robotic nature. I don't know it was really cool to see it and gave…Continue Reading... -
Time
May 1, 2023
Opening your heart isn't just a metaphor. It is letting someone know you in their rarest form, sometimes that form can be cruel before you reach the light underneath. I don't believe too many people have smothered all of their light, nonetheless never had it. I remember allowing my self to feel ...Continue Reading... -
The Unknowing Fate
October 18, 2022
We often question if life is some fixed thing, and who knows if it is. I have often wondered if we are predestined within a contract to intermingle our souls with specific humans. Quotes: "Theres pain that uses you and pain that you use. " Ozark season 4 "Anger is a potent spice, a pinch…Continue Reading... -
Hbo documentary
October 9, 2022
I am so excited to do this I never expected to be in a documentary about my life. I knew I had a story but this is huge. Never expected an actress from Hollywood to reach out. This is just a dream come true but the reality is hitting me. So far we have people…Continue Reading... -
I like me
October 8, 2022
Doesn't it ever get old I hate knowing what I'm getting into. If this gets ruined for me I will leave everyone behind and Starr over anyways just to get out of here. Done with secrets. I don't want to live for money I want to live to help people and become a better person…Continue Reading... -
Documentary?
October 2, 2022
I met a woman named Cara who reached out to me about doing a movie on my experience in Florida. I've been highlighting this on tick tok alot. She had found my article. I'm super excited about this, but extremely nervous. I believe she will make it happen. I also go to an interview…Continue Reading... -
Lessons.
January 18, 2022
Do you ever just feel like your stuck loving someone who is hiding behind pretending to love you. Why don't I deserve to be loved correctly? I'm sorry to everyone i tell not to let their heart win faulty battles just to continue doing it to myself. Lessons I did learn in the last few…Continue Reading... -
Day of Birth
January 11, 2022
I know pretty much everything I write has to do with Tyler so I am going to try to incorporate other things. Today I got my rental, it's a nissan rogue and I wish I could get it, but I know I don't need it right now and I'll be happy with whatever I get.…Continue Reading... -
Grateful for Universal guidance
January 9, 2022
I am hopeful for a beautiful future, and open horizens that allow me to fluidity and love. I am open to the universe and it's source to guide the needs through me and back. I will allow myself to be gracious for the warmth of my sheets and the ability of life amongst my weakest…Continue Reading...
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