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• for a moment

  February 11, 2009

  The walls I built came crashing down My fear of heartbreak was left behind I was blind and invincible and for a moment it was perfect Your heart beat matched mine no words could descibe the feeling and I wished for every moment to last a lifetime but moments are only moments and hearts dont…

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• without you

  February 5, 2009

  theres beauty seen in a broken heart photographs with sadness in once beautiful eyes paintings of longing with every glance movie scenes with despair in every word spoken but a broken heart of your own holds no beauty only heartache a love that hurts so much it tears you apart body and soul your ...

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• 11/16/08

  November 15, 2008

  my heart beats faster with every step I know He'll be there to greet me He'll open his arms and I'll look into His eyes. Overwhelmed with gratitude I cry tears of happiness He has made it possible for me to see His face. He speaks my name and I am left breathless.

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• whatever

  October 3, 2008

  She sat with her feet hanging over the edge of the dock, feet touching the water, watching the sun set.  She had sat in that same place so many times before, but that night felt different.  That night was different, she was different.  Thoughts raced in her mind, her breathing shal...

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• breathing

  August 28, 2008

  Its an incredible thing to think about life.  Yesterday I turned 21.  It didnt seem like such a big deal, but at the same time it seemed to waken this thought in my head about who I really am.  Who I am isnt defined by what i've accomplished in my 21 years.  It doesnt matter&h...

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• where is it?

  August 27, 2008

  It's my birthday today. Isnt it supposed to be a happy day? I mean thats why they have a whole song and everything, and "happy" is in the freaking title.  So whats the deal...  Where's my happy birthday?   I dont know  where I'm going and tomorrow, is a little overwh...

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• death becomes you..

  June 22, 2008

  eyes closed and chest tightened. no longer breathing air, but thoughts instead 20 years in just one second my whole life, playing in my head each mistake, every day. my frist kiss,my last things I said or didnt say. still breathing thoughts cant open my eyes it cant be over it cant be my time&hel...

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• dont waste tomorrow.

  June 22, 2008

    Today was a day like any other. Get up, get ready, go to work...  It was a normal day.  But something happened today that changed everything.  I was doing something I had done a hundred times before. Something normal for me... and then something happened, and my life was in ...

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• the way my mind works

  February 12, 2008

  The broken rail on the starway blocks the path to the doorthe lock bolted shut keeps the door closedblocked from the inside, or blocked from getting in.glass half full, or glass half empty?Neither...glass... is just there. what does a glass of water have to do with my life?or maybe, is it apple j...

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