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• Love’s Release

  October 4, 2011

  Rock sharp and deeply wounded There's no coming back from the dark But I've found a sedative That's highly inspirational In the back of my moving vehicle In this trunk so deep A cave of thoughtful heirlooms You should know my heart From the bitter to the beautiful A pouring down of oil that anoin...

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• My fickle resolve

  October 2, 2011

  There's got to be a way I've got to let this go It's the overdone plot line The played to death song Carving out an air hole From the fragments of desire Collage of wasted fantasies Forever pasting in my mind The deep yearning swallows me whole Transform into my own creation A blending of…

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• 08/26/2011

  August 25, 2011

  Upon further reflection, I've come to terms with a few of the contributing issues to my overall depressed state. 1. I just graduated in May, and instead of going off somewhere else, or even staying in this same city but getting a different job, I am nearly in the same position as I was last ...

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• Looming Sunrise

  August 20, 2011

  I am not ready for tomorrow. I do not want tomorrow to start. My body manifests anxiety in the most annoying ways. I have acid reflux that I know is caused by nothing other than my unexplainable dread for tomorrow. I had a plan and everything was fine. Then the plan got squashed by someone e...

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• Acting Bug

  August 20, 2011

  It has been almost three years since I've done any acting outside of musical theatre or opera. While I love both, I deeply miss just straight acting without having to worry about pitches and dance moves. In the rush of all the theatrics deep characterization can sometimes take a back seat. I know...

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• Unexpected August

  August 15, 2011

  Classes start in less than a week, but I have graduated. I will not be humming along the same another-semester-begins tune with my friends who are still in college. I'm done, and it's the strangest feeling. I have very few memories of childhood that don't involve school, so basically for my entir...

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• Selective Amnesia

  August 8, 2011

  I don't know where my memories have gone. Ironically I distinctly remember thinking as a child, 'How could anyone just forget their life? I'll never forget the things that have happened in mine.' And now, years later I have so few memories of my childhood it almost makes me want to cry. I had a&h...

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• Latin! Greek?

  May 16, 2011

  I made an A in Latin! I was such a giddy nerd when I found out. It's enough to make me wish I could keep taking classes, but Latin is only offered the first two years at my school. Wow, four semesters - I can't believe it's been that long. More than that, I can't…

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• Age Old Story

  April 19, 2011

  He has a girlfriend. Of course he does. Why wouldn't he? He's attractive and talented and funny and he's a halfway-decent guy (as far as I know at this moment). Of course he has a girlfriend! Duh! The whole being friends with a guy that's taken only works if you aren't attracted to him in…

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