Latest Entry

Better

June 10, 2013
 Feeling a little better a couple of days later. I told my three closest girlfriends and my mom yesterday, and that helped a lot. My friend Molly told me that she would be excited enough for both of us, so that I didn't have to feel badly about not feeling excited yet. It was sweet.…
Continue Reading...

Recent Entries

  • 03/26/2013
    March 25, 2013
     Most of the time, I am fine. Then I have a moment...I see something on tv or someone says something in passing...and I remember. I am supposed to be pregnant. I am supposed to be delivering Joseph's little brother or sister in six weeks time. And I am so heart-broken. No one knows. I don't&...
    Continue Reading...
  • 10/12/2012
    October 11, 2012
    I had the D&C on Tuesday.  It was a little scary, but it was not as bad as I thought.  Everyone at the hospital was very nice.  As the nurse was taking my blood, she told me, "I went through this 25 years ago," with this knowing, sad smile. (One thing I've discovered....
    Continue Reading...
  • Sad news
    October 3, 2012
    We went for our first ultrasound today and found out that I am miscarrying.  I knew as soon as she turned on the machine and said, "have you had any bleeding?"  I haven't had ANY signs that things weren't progressing normally...I've felt nauseated and horrible, I've been exhau...
    Continue Reading...
  • The vital stats
    May 21, 2010
    Joseph Patrick Born 5-19-10 (on his due date!) at 8:46 p.m. 7 lbs, 1 oz, 20 inches long He is adorable and we are in love.  A little sleepy, but in love. =)  More to follow.  
    Continue Reading...
  • 04/20/2010
    April 19, 2010
    36 weeks tomorrow.  That means that at the very latest, Joseph will be here in 6 weeks, although I certainly hope that he doesn't wait that long.  My brother and I were both early, so even though I know it is a long-shot, I am crossing my fingers that he will be too!  It's possible...
    Continue Reading...
  • 01/22/2010
    January 21, 2010
    I woke up feeling sick today so ended up calling in to work...now, even though I still feel crummy, I also feel super bored.  Figured I might as well take a few minutes to write in here! Haven't had too much to write lately because everything just seems to be going along normally. =)  O...
    Continue Reading...
  • 12/19/2009
    December 18, 2009
    Wow, I didn't realize it had been so long since I'd written!  When I opened up the box to write there was an auto-save from last month, but I guess I never got around to finishing.  Oops! Today is the first day of winter break, so I am feeling pretty relaxed, and definitely have a ...
    Continue Reading...
  • 10/19/2009
    October 18, 2009
    I am just so thrilled with today!!  This morning Ryan and I had our first ultrasound appointment.  I was really nervous about it...worried about what they would (or more accurately, wouldn't) see and worried about what the actual process would be like.  On tv they always show women...
    Continue Reading...
  • 09/26/2009
    September 25, 2009
    Last night Ryan's brother came over to play video games and his wife and I decided to go to the movies.  I thought it would be more fun than sitting around watching them, and we have never really hung out just me and her.  We went to see the new Fame (don't bother) and then…
    Continue Reading...

Search Entries

  • Use dropdowns or search terms above to find entries.