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Something I don’t think you knew about me…

January 30, 2012
I used to cut. and tonight, after almost a year of no cutting, I gave in. And I'm sure most of you will think I'm weak or stupid or something. but it's the only thing that could stop my heart from breaking out of my chest, and my body from shaking. I feel so calm.…
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